February 2011
14 posts
To all my subbies:
I apologize for not making any videos for the past two weeks and not posting on here to keep you guys updated. I’ve been very busy lately, and I made another personal tumblr, so I forgot the email for this one for awhile. But since I have a one week break, I promise I’ll get a video or two up (:
Early Valentines Date (:
Dallen and I really wanted to see “The Roomate” but they’re not showing it at the mall. Boo :( So we’re just gonna watch Gnomeo & Juliet instead; it seems like a cute movie (: Then hopefully I can do a teeny bit of shopping. I really want something from the new MAC collection. Afterward, we’re going to walk over to Olive Garden. It’s my first time going...
February 8th, 2011: Burning calories, then gaining...
Highlights of my day:
Dallen got to drive me to school again today. I can’t wait till April! So instead of driving me once a week, he can drive me everyday (: I HATE taking the bus!
During lunch, they’re doing these “Valentines day” photos this whole week. Dallen & I matched just for today. We both wore gray jackets. At first, we didn’t want to do it anymore...
VLOG CHANNEL!
I’ve been loving JLovesMac’s vlog channel lately! I’ve watched most of her vids on there more than once already. She inspired me to make one of my own (:
http://youtube.com/xsabrinalovesVlogs
There’s nothing on it yet, but I promise there will be before the end of the week! Please subscribe <3
February 2nd, 2011.
Today was a two hour early release day! Which was good; I really needed one. I was supposed to wake up 30 minutes earlier to make fried rice for Dallen, but I woke up too late :( In 1st period, we just did boring work. 2nd, we’re watching this movie with Tom Cruise and Nicole Kidman in it. 3rd, we just listened to a lecture. 4th, computer work like always. Lunch, as usual. 5th, which is now...
My 3-Day Weekend.
New PLL episode in half an hour (:
Anyways - this weekend was terrible! It was a 3-day weekend. On Friday, I just stayed home. I got the sniffles. Saturday, I started coughing, but I didn’t think much of it, so I went to Dallen’s house. I got home around 9-ish, and I started to develop a fever :( Then on Sunday morning, I woke up feeling like crap. I was sweating, but I didn’t...
January 2011
28 posts
I CANNOT WAIT TILL SUMMER!
Shorts, dresses, sandals, and getting tan! Ahh, I can see it now :)
You fight like a married couple, you talk like...
I feel so bad for Toby :(
HE’S INNOCENT! At least he was in the books.. haha.
Janurary 20th, 2011.
Today was so bipolar! I spent most of it mad/sad because me and booboo have been having so many problems lately. I avoided him the whole day because I was so upset. After school, he called me while I was in the Prostart (cooking) room waiting for Maria to come after Key Club. So we were talking in the hallway, but we just ended up arguing again to the point I started to cry again. The janitor was...
Appearance.
I want to be beautiful. I want to feel beautiful.
Whenever I spend hours getting all pretty to go somewhere, I always end up feeling so ugly when I see a girl who’s 10x more gorgeous than I am. What’s the point in putting all this makeup on, straightening my hair, and spending so much money on clothes? It may temporarily make me feel a teeny bit better, but at the end, it’s all...
January 18th, 2011.
Today was a “lazy day” for me, so I didn’t wear foundation, which means I didn’t get the chance to try out my new one. But that’s okay! Last night I could barely get any sleep. I stayed up watching Youtube videos until about 12:30, then I tried going to sleep. I kept tossing & turning in my bed for an hour and a half! Can you believe that? Then when I FINALLY fell...
My 3-day weekend has come to an end.
So sad :’( But at least there’s only 4 days of school this week & next week :D
Saturday, I just stayed home all day. Sunday, Dallen was supposed to come over, but it would only be for 2 hours, so what’s the point? Plus, I wanted to sleep in more. Haha. Today, I did a teeny bit of shopping with my mommy. I didn’t buy much, so I won’t film a haul. I just bought two...
I don't regret deleting my old Tumblr.
I had 450+ followers on that old account, but it just feels good that I don’t have 450+ strangers reading about me anymore. It feels good to have people not judge me. I mean, of course people still will, but they won’t have to go into my ask box and say so much crap, ya know?
The only reason why I never do my hair for school...
I don’t even have time to do my makeup “nicely”, so how the hell am I gonna have time to do my hair? Hahah.
I think that one of the most painful things in life is seeing the one who hurt you so much, happy. It’s like.. they never even cared. You want them to feel the pain that they gave you.
But that would be selfish, wouldn’t it? That’s why it’s best to learn how to forgive.
I always say how it’s a good thing that I don’t have much friends, so that way I can learn to be more independent. But sometimes, when I’m at my lowest point, that’s when I need someone the most. But of course, that’s not gonna happen.
I wanna get rid of the blonde in my hair.
I feel like it’s too “asian”. Me no likey -___-
1000 subbies!
I can’t believe I did it! I finally reached 1000 subscribers! Thank you all so much <3 I love you all :)
My final goodbye.
This is something kinda personal, but I hope you guys don’t mind. It’s just a vent.
Before Dallen & I started talking again, there was another guy. He started out as a close friend. He was the one who made me realize that I deserved better while I was dating this other guy. After I broke up with my ex, that’s when I developed feelings for him. And after awhile, I found out...
ELF Haul?
Decided not to post it up .. I post too many hauls anyways. But, I’ll be posting up reviews on here :)
Today was one of the worse days I’ve had in awhile. From in the morning when I ran all the way to Safeway to catch a late bus, to the end of the day when my mom never came to school to pick me up. I seriously was on the verge of a meltdown.. but by the end of the day, I realize that it’s only today. Tomorrow could possibly be a better day. And I also appreciated the fact that my mom...
:')
Me: I’m sorry for being such a bitch.. I’m just really irritated okay? Him: You’re not a bitch, you’re a princess. So do you want to stay, leave, or talk? Me: Well I’m going to Target soon, so I’ll just text you when I get home. Then call me at 9. Him: Okay princess, I’ll do that :)
Loneliness
lyssakaay:
It’s more of a mindset. Have you ever been in a crowded room and yet still felt alone? It hurts. No matter how many times people say that they have your back and how much they love you, your mind just won’t accept it. You feel unwanted and unloved like you don’t belong anywhere. It sometimes gets to the point where you can physically feel the pain. You feel weak almost as if your...
Waking up in the morning for school would be so...
BUT instead, I have to leave my house @ 6:58, walk for 2 minutes to the bus stop, then wait there in the fucking cold for it. THEN, I have to get off 15 minutes later, and wait another 5-10 minutes for the next bus IN THE COLD. I can’t wait till the day Dallen turns 16. Just 3 months left … T__T
"Style & Hype"
It’s annoying me how I keep seeing all these posts saying how there’s a difference between “style and hype”. Saying that having style makes you original, and just doing it for the hype is just biting off of other people. But I think the whole thing is STUPID. Stop blaming people you do or don’t know for being “hypebeasts” because the truth is, EVERYONE is....
I can't fucking find my tweezers.
My brows look horrendous. I need really need my tweezers. :’(
I'm not a bad person.
I’m actually one of the kindest people you’d ever meet. But since I’m so shy and quiet.. people just don’t wanna take time to get to know me.
You know how much it hurts? It hurts that I don’t have many friends; in every single one of my classes I’m always the “loner”. When the teacher says “Choose your group/partner” I just sit there...
Him: Babe I might go to sleep now. Me: Okay honeybear. Him: I love you baby cheeks, snubby wubby princess :)
-Morning-
Him: I love you babe! Me: I love you too tweedledee :D Him:You’re my sweetie pie. Me: You’re my shnookums. Him: You’re my sweet cuddly princess. Me: You’re my honey sunny gumdrop.
LOL aren’t we just the weirdest? <3
I kinda regret thinning out my hair.
It’s way too thin. But thank God it always grows out thicker. Or hopefully it will like last time..
December 2010
8 posts
My sleep schedule is so messed up! I’ve been sleeping at 3AM+ since winter break started. School starts on the 3rd, but I haven’t done any homework, LOL.
Ohh! I’m expecting 5 different packages in the mail. I have a forever 21 order, two different GoJane orders, ELF order, and MAC order. I hope I get at least one of ‘em this week! Aghh, I’m so impatient D:
Christmas
This is the first Christmas eve that I’m spending at home. Usually, we’d go to my relatives house in Shoreline, then wait till Midnight to open presents. But it’s different this year. Another result of my parents’ divorce.
But that’s okay. This year, I spent tons of money on my friends & family’s presents. I’m pretty sure I gave more than what...
The past week, I realized something. I realized that even though one day, everything falls apart; and I have one of the worst days of my life, there’s still a tomorrow. It’s a new day. A new day to change things and to make sure yesterday doesn’t repeat itself. So next time you’re having a bad day, just remember; you still have tomorrow.
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I'm back on Tumblr!
I missed Tumblr-ing so much, and I’m glad I’m back on. If you’re wondering why I deleted my account in the first place, it was for a few reasons. There was just a lot of personal things that I put up in a lot of my past posts, and more & more people that go to my school (but I don’t even talk to) just kept following me. I don’t want people to assume anything, and...