I want to be beautiful. I want to feel beautiful.

Whenever I spend hours getting all pretty to go somewhere, I always end up feeling so ugly when I see a girl who’s 10x more gorgeous than I am. What’s the point in putting all this makeup on, straightening my hair, and spending so much money on clothes? It may temporarily make me feel a teeny bit better, but at the end, it’s all just a waste.

There’s just so much I don’t want to see when I look into a mirror.
When I look into a mirror.. I see myself when I was in middle school.

Why must my past still haunt me? T__T

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